Almost one hundred years ago, in a town outside of Belfast,
a woman named Marian, became pregnant.
It was a wanted pregnancy and the whole family was looking forward to
what would be the firstborn. They kept
telling the woman that she was doing too much. Labor began one day after she
had done “too much” and the baby was born far far too early. It was a girl and she was tiny. Too too tiny.
What were the chances of survival for her? They did the only thing they knew to do. They placed this wee babe into a shoebox, and
kept her in the oven. It might sound
crazy now, but this was the days before incubators. They kept her there in the dark warm oven for
the first three months of her life.
Taking her out as little as possible.
And she lived.
Now, some thought she was a bit strange, this woman from
North Ireland. And perhaps that lack of
human comfort and touch in the first three months of her life had something to
do with it. Who knows. But still, she grew up, survived the second
world war and moved to America. This
woman, Louisa, married a man named John, and became pregnant herself. Her pregnancy went to term, and in the
middle of a snow storm that even New Yorkers thought remarkable, John drove her
to the hospital for the birth of their first child. She struggled and labored. It was a delivery that epitomized Eve's curse.
The babe was breech – bottom first – and it was a wicked birth. Three things happened in that hospital: the
babe was born with twisted feet, the mom was told she’d never have another
baby, and for twelve days mother and child were kept apart. After 9 months of togetherness and warmth, of
familiar heartbeats and voices, the newborn girl was nursed with a rubber
nipple by a parade of different women and without the comfort and familiarity
of her mother and home. And her Momma missed
looking into her newborns eyes, missed holding her to her breast, missed that newborn smell. Just as with her own birth, the bonding
process was terribly broken. By all
accounts, she was neither a nice lady nor a good Mom.
Twenty four years later that baby girl, whose feet faced
forward now, was planing the birth of her own first child. She chose the only hospital and practice in
the city that would allow a father to be present for the birth. She had a typical delivery for the 1970s,
with a routine episiotomy and repair, but she fought to have her baby at her side. She nursed her baby for two and half
years. She nurtured that bond every way
she knew how. Because she knew deep down
that those early days matter. That the
way we meet our babies and the way our babies meet the world makes a
difference.
When I grew up and became a midwife, I kept hearing of
midwives whose mothers or grandmothers had also been midwives and I desperately wanted to have a connection
like that to my ancestors. I had this idea
that it would infer some sort of genetic memory that would make me a better
midwife; that in the heat of the moment,
some distant ancestor would whisper in my ear what to do when a baby was stuck
or a mom was struggling. But then it hit
me: I didn’t become a midwife because my grandmother had been one. I became a midwife because my grandmother
needed one. I became a midwife to do
what I can to make each birth healthy, peaceful and loving. So that babies and mothers and fathers and
families can bond and start off on the right foot. Because maybe, just maybe, a baby peacefully
born, is a baby well-loved, and a baby well-loved becomes a better happier
person. And a better happier person
makes the world a more just and welcoming place for the next baby that comes
along. Perhaps the bumper sticker is
right: Peace on Earth begins with birth.